Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Crazy as this may sound...I am itching to write a letter. Yes... a letter, the primitive version of SMS, YM and e-mail....there's something personal in writing and getting a letter..

Do you remember the last letter that you wrote? I do. The last letter that I wrote was to a friend name Paul who lived in Sasketchewan all the way in Canada. I wrote to him to thank him for the New Kids On the Blocks cards that he sent me for my birthday. I remember screaming so loud when I saw the cards together with his letter. I remember it was blue in colour....the colour of his letter. He started off with 'My Dearest *name*' and ended it with 'Yours Forever - Paul' he he he he...Paul had red hair and he wore big geeky frame. He had a cow named Mary. Paul was 15 and I was 11 year old...

...then he stopped writing to me. Since my last letter to Paul, all my letters to him were marked 'Return to Sender'...

I remember feeling a lil sad...

So Paul, if you ever read this post of mine, I'd like you to know that Im thinking of you now and thank you very much for the NKOTB cards :) ...and most of all, thank you for the friendship.


I have so much to say.....really. My mind is brimming with thoughts waiting to be spewed out and written in my blog but everytime I started typing on my keyboard furiously, my mind go 'limp'. I got 'tired' and decided that I should write another day....

That went on for nearly a month...hence why I have not written in a while (...if you ever call my mindless scribbling a 'write' he he he. I feel tiny reading other people's blog...I envy you people. I envy the way you transform thoughts into words without even trying...and here I am huffing and puffing...ooohh darn)

...The blogworld is my escapeworld, so I write....and read.

Its soothing...

Monday, May 30, 2005

Change is good...no?

What's the most scariest thing in the world? (for me at least)

That would be realising that I'm in the wrong profession altogether...and I'm 28.

Is it too late for a career change?

Oh tidaaaaakkkk!

That's it! I have had enough!

Cannot tahan anymore!

I am quitting my job and I'm quitting my job now!

Kerja kerja jugak, tapi kalau asyik dok kena maki hamun tak tentu pasal, pehal tu??

I hope my boss burn in hell. I really do.

Thursday, May 05, 2005


The MOST important lesson ever learnt :


...you may burn more than just your clothes

Listening to : "Lets Stay Together" - Al Green

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

I love you...you love me

"B, I love you"

"Love you too"


*hugs back*

"Taling I miss you"

"I miss you too"

"Luv ya"


"Ish, apa ni love love banyak sangat? You cannot say "I love you" too often, hilang seri nanti"

Hilang seri? I mean if you love someone, and you feel it...just tell them how you feel. Isn't that they way it's suppose to be?

"You ni mengong la. The game is to not let them know how you feel. Keep them in the dark, that's the only way to keep them by your side. Kalau selalu sangat cakap, muak"

Too late, my heart's on my sleeve. I'm not game for a game. I love you, I'll tell you, take it or leave it bebeh...

Listening to : "Body and Soul" - Billie Holiday