Why?...

Honestly...I don't even know why I bother trying...

Why I even bother hoping and waiting and praying..

Why why why?

I was once told that sheer supidity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different result....

Penatlah...penat sangat. Giving up has never looked so right...

"Break the damn cycle!"

Yes...easier said than done...have you been at the bottom of the pit? Oui?...So you do understand what I'm talking about...It ain't a happy place people...

..again, why I even bother?

Listening to : Miles Davis 'The Autum Leaves'