Friday, April 01, 2005

Still...

A broken mirror, no matter how delicately the pieces were put back together….will never be the same as before…

Something happened…,

Something changed…,

My dreams were shattered…I stopped dreaming,

My hopes were robbed off me…I stopped hoping,

My heart is crying…its very very painful,

The one that can cause you utter pain is the same who can bring you sheer happiness,

Its so hard putting up a smile when all I want to do is curl up and cry…,

He rained me with kisses…”I love you B”

I know, I love you too…

“I’m sorry”

He held me close…

And I have never felt so lonely…and alone.

Something happened….and just like a broken mirror, my heart will never be the same,

Something changed…,

But still I trust…

Still I love….

*Ya Allah, please give me the strength and wisdom to see me through this…amin*

8 comments:

  1. *Sigh* My heart goes out to you, dear. For what its worth, I do hope that the pain will subside in due time. Only you can decide whether the pain is worth putting up with or not. But I do hope u'll feel better soon. Do take care.

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  2. Time will heal....its true. However, try to learn from others.... U might heal faster.... and learn not to make bad choices or decision from others.
    If u still have your parent... they are the best to help u out. Like medicine...it taste awful, coming from them... but it is the best for you... InsyAllah.

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  3. Oh dear, I feel for you. Remember that everything happens for a reason - even if it's not clear to you what that reason is; that Allah has a greater plan for us all, and what you're going through is only one way of getting to that plan.

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  4. Frankensteina,
    Whatever it is, only you know what is best for you. Listen to your inner voice, she never lied.

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  5. Nothing else to say except follow your heart F. Take care

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  6. Remember no one can hurt you unless you allow them to. Pain has to be realized by your mind in order to feel it. That probably won't help you now, but it may in the future.

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  7. F,
    You know what is the best for you and your relationship. Follow your heart.

    *hugs*

    And the trust-It will never be the same too. Been there before. Be good dear.

    *Hugs*

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  8. Thanks guys for your kind words...

    *hugs*

    I'm taking my chances...wish me luck (I sure need it)

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