What does a girl do when she's not happy?
...I don't know 'bout you, but I'm taking a long drive tonight, a very long one....Me, myself and I have so much to talk about. It's time that I stop lying to myself and face the truth...
I was told that there is no such thing as regret...but tonite it's just gonna be me and my old big brown bag of regret...
...now if only I can stop and turn back the time
I second nefertiti...talking to God will help.
ReplyDeleteAs much as we sometimes desperately wish to change the past, we also know that the only way forward is the future. Acknowledge the past, deal with it and eventually get over it. There can be no future without that.
Yes, it is difficult facing the truth. It can be painful, disheartening, and it can make u feel so alone. But sometimes it is crucial to enable u to move forward.
ReplyDeleteSo, u do what u have to do to get past that point. And I do hope u find the peace you seek. Drive safely dear.
nefertiti : yeah, but driving does clear my mind a bit. I'm always on auto-pilot
ReplyDeleteelina : now if only I have a time machine :)
aceshigh : crucial it is. I made a hasty desicion and now I realise its a mistake...its slowly eating away my soul. Mental note to self : Money is NOT everything
fara dean : McFlurry does wonders ;)
well i once went on a blow-away shopping spree and it felt goooooood...of course, for a cheaper alternative, there's always ice cream with hershey's choc syrup and loads of oreos!
ReplyDeletebut ultimately yes, it's that plea to God that will actually calm your inner self :-)
Maybe it helps if u share with all of us.....
ReplyDeleteSweetie,
ReplyDeleteI do the same thing when I need to reconcile my thought, feeling and emotion. Yes, it helps! But, talking to friends or someone could ease your mind. Take time to reflect and don't hold on too long to the past.
And like MarinaDelRey, retail theraphy works for me :-)
F,
ReplyDeleteThe cardinal rule of all break-ups is to live and let live. Move on with your life, and don't mull over the months or years that you think you wasted in the relationship.
No relationship is a waste of time because every experience helps make us better people.
If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't change a thing.
I wrote this down in my previous blog (I've edited some part la)
Once I rode to no where and found myself in Tanjung Malim makan pau Yik Mun. Sedap!!! ;-)
Frankensteina sweety,
ReplyDeleteRemember when we were a toddler, we discovered how wonderful to see the world when we were standing? We took the first wobbly step, and slowly moved forward another foot , and we repeat the process? We looked ahead of us, we wanted to go faster than our feet could carry us. We stumbled and fell on our knees. Sometimes we cried because it hurt. But most of the time kept going because we knew even in our toddlers mind if we stopped and cried we wouldn't be able to see and touch what ahead of us. So, we put our chubby hands on the ground and pushed our butts up in the air and stood up. And we moved forward.